chapter-xii

2010-01-10T12:58:00.000-08:00

'how can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see'

2010-01-06T12:54:00.000-08:00

they played this in zouk on new year countdown!
enjoy this simple and beautiful song by my favorite john lennon (;

2010-01-06T12:35:00.000-08:00

hey,i am back!sorry that i have been neglecting my blog for such a long period of time.no,i haven't been busy just plain lazy.anyway for me personally,the new start of 2010 didn't really work out quite well.there are some problems minor ones i will say...well not really.this year will be a very quick one as i will be enlisting on this feb 02!excited?well,yes!why?yes!when i was a kid i always wanted to be a policeman,with fucking revolver on my waist so people will respect my authouratar if they don't i will cap their ass!HAHAH!well the sad thing is i will be spending much lesser time with my friends as i am intending to attend night classes while serving my fucking country.the main point is i know i will start to alienate some of my friends.its really part of life when people come and go in your life,its a sad thing but its just a way of life when you meet new people and start neglecting your old friends.WELL i am saying this is not because i am like secretly planning to ditch some* of my friends.its just that i've notice,things just isn't as cool as it used to be,i tired to make it like the way it was before.but things just ain't the same.i am not going emo-shit over these stuffs,infact i am fine with whats going on around me and i plan to keep it that way.so i hope 2010 will be a fruitful year for you peeps in terms of love,friendship,money,sexual activities or whatever (;

2009-11-13T02:31:00.000-08:00

i memorized all the words for you
but if you only knew
how much that's just not like me
i wait up late every night
just to hear your voice
but you don't know that's nothing like me

how much i hate this song that reminds me of you,bitch

2009-11-12T23:35:00.000-08:00

this is my 3rd!3rd!unlucky friday 13th...i had this dream doctors had my left kidney removed...when i woke up i was in the hospital,walked over to the mirror and there is this huge scare above my pelvis.i was fucking terrified,next time i know i woke up.my left eye is swollen shut...i am so changing my mind about going out today!i hate you 2009 (;

2009-11-09T11:48:00.000-08:00

i realize that instead of continuing making the mistakes i've made
i should be figuring out a way of this damn 'addiction' of mine
this has gone on far enough and its time i take the effort to end it
i am the one who started this,its time to finish it once
and for all!

2009-11-08T04:38:00.000-08:00

i wish it was sweeter,the taste of your mouth
because right now it hurts too much to be
closer than this,and with one hard look
i can tell,that you've had enough of these useless sunsets..

2009-11-06T12:10:00.000-08:00

i m thinking seriously
to go on an alone trip to bangkok!
on 11-13 of december
lets see if my mum is willing to pay for it
can't wait!!!

2009-11-05T02:20:00.000-08:00

i will do things my way,i m not afraid of criticism
i would not let how people judge me affect my life
afterall at the end of the road,others opinion doesn't really matters
it all comes down to how you judge yourself.
i have to be the most logical stoner the world have fuckin' seen.

FOR CASSIE TAY!

2009-11-04T02:07:00.000-08:00

omg!omg!oh son of mother mary!i met the cutest girl today on train!!!and when she looked at my i was totally nervous and blushing!i didn't even have to guts to smile back at her...poor me );

description of this fucking awesome cutie girl:
height about 162-165
slim
huge sparkling eyes!

small sharp nose

thin sexy lips!

shoulder length hair,tied up ponytail

she is in a black and white striped dress!anddd i loveee girls in dresses!!!

anddd she uses a pink ipod nano 3rd generation

if you see this girl based on my description call me!!!i think i m in love HAHAH!

2009-11-02T03:56:00.000-08:00

woman,woman she outta mind and simply outta soul
she gets me higher than anyone
and i miss her so

2009-11-01T09:32:00.000-08:00

love's icy tomb,dug open for you
lies in a cemetery that bears my name,love's violent tune
from me to you,rips your heart out and leaves you
bleeding with a smile on your face...

2009-10-29T15:15:00.000-07:00

3,6,9
13,16,19
23

i get it now!it will end on the third cycle
2013!

2009-10-29T12:23:00.001-07:00

but all I could do was close my eyes
and cross my heart and hope to die
cause you don't fucking listen
when I'm around.
the least you could do is take it back
all the vicious remarks and verbal attacks
cause I can't fucking stand it.
when you're around

2009-10-28T11:43:00.000-07:00

you make me happy

short and sweet,yet it means so much (;

2009-10-25T09:46:00.000-07:00

WAZZUP C-XII!HAHAH i am so fucking bored that i've decided its time to start blogging again after 2 months!and i ve noticed there are still like 2 or 3 views everyday HAHAH!okay whoever the fuck you are,you are one persistent son of a bitch and i respect and thank you for that!there isn't much to touch up on the past few months as i haven't been doing much.as usual...oh and i will still be posting alot of so called crappy old songs up on my private space,here is one hope you enjoy (;

kansas-dust in the wind